Props to anyone who can recognize that reference.

Anyway, right now I am watching Deliverance, and it's disappointing that the rape scene is so short, because I love rape. No, I'm just kidding. But I am completely perverted.

In other news, at the Brooklyn Museum a couple of weeks ago I saw this security guard who I thought was cute and posted about him on missed connections on Craigslist. One of his coworkers saw the post, asked me what the guy looked like, i told him, he knew who it was, forwarded my info to him, and then finally i talked to the guard (Joe) tonight. He is pretty cool. He's actually only 20, though, which is weird because I usually date older guys. Plus, sadly, most of the fun stuff to do is over 21 stuff.
And I just feel so weird about it! The fact that I'm almost 23 and could be with someone who's like 3 years younger than me? The last time that happened was when I was 18 and the other party was 15.
I guess it's because I don't even date anyone my own age. Dave Canada just turned 25, which makes him the closest-aged relationship to me that I've had since high school.
Ugh. relationships. With Dave Canada it's not really a relationship.

God, i really wonder what I'm going to do for the holidays this year. I can't really afford to go anywhere, and I don't really want to. I do have relatives in Jersey City though, and they're great cooks, maybe I will hang out with them.

Yikes, in the movie they just found their dead friend. Dead bodies both freak me out and fascinate me. I think I've only ever seen one dead body in real life, at a funeral where I was probably 4 or 5 years old. It was at the funeral home near Amber's house, where one of the attendants used to hit on her like she was a prostitute or something so she wrote a letter and got him fired. Amber is going to rule the world some day.

Anyway, this week should be okay, except it's P-time. :(
Wednesday night I am going to go see Equus with Dave.
For those not in the know, Equus is the broadway play that stars Daniel Radcliffe (a. k. a. Harry Potter) ... and he gets naked in it!
Anyway, that's not the only reason I want to see the play. I think it's a great play. I got to read the part of Allen Strang (Radcliffe's character) back in high school.
I can't believe I graduated high school over 4 years ago. I am stuck in the past.

Then there is some meetup thing in Manhattan on Thursday at a bar called Swizz. Sounds totally gay but whatever. I'll have some retarded froufy girl drink or something.

And then friday and saturday nights are swinger's club nights of course...

I don't know why younger men aren't in on the whole sex scene. Too picky, I guess, too inexperienced as well, i've found. ugh...

Anyway, deliverance is over. I really want to go canoeing now!